Ponder N’ Wonder
Ponder N' Wonder is a personal, conversational podcast hosted by jellognv, described simply as "just some realizations and stuff." Episodes are low-key reflections on everyday thoughts, small discoveries, and whatever the host happens to be mulling over. The tone is casual and diaristic rather than produced or topical, closer to a spoken journal than a formatted show.
Episodes
be yourself. | Episode 59
Thank you Jesus always, and ALWAYS be yourself. no matter what. idc. always just be you. you'll do yourself a favor by just being you :)I love ya'll man, GNV always!
Jesus saves | Episode 58
Jesus saves in many ways.He's saved us already! we just gotta believe and have faith in Him :)i love ya'll mann, more episodes and content coming soon, can't wait to get it out for you guys ❤️GNV ALWAYSS!!
what is your "why?" | Episode 57
a very special episode with my brother in Christ ❤️your dream that you're pursuing for, should have a why that fuels you to never stop, and always keep God first center and first no matter what.been a minute since i've posted on here, but definitely do believe that there is a lot of content packed and loaded that i gotta edit, so def excited for what God has in store for us. yall go show love to m
He is always answering our prayers. | Episode 56
WE ARE SO BLESSED ‼️ little hiatus, we back tho ❤️ just had to get my mind straight again after 365, and figuring out my future content. i love you all, GNV always :)
why am I doubting God? | Episode 55
A SPECIAL EPISODE W/ MY GODBROTHER ❤️i don't usually be having guests, but man, i might bring more of my friends on here, lmk! WHO WANTS MORE PATRICK????i love ya'll, GNV always :)
stop holding grudges. | Episode 54
it's normal to feel upset, but it's a decision to stay upset. always remember that YOU HAVE THE CHOICE! so forgive, and move on with your life :) be the better person. i love ya'll man, GNV always!
enjoyment through suffering. | Episode 53
A VERY IMPORTANT REMINDER, to always remember to still enjoy life despite your current situation :)i love y'all man, GNV always ❤️
to those who feel far away from God. | Episode 52
He never moved away from you ❤️He is always right beside you :)i love you all man, GNV always!
keep showing up even you feel tired. | Episode 51
showing up is the FIRST STEP to achieving anything :)sorry for the inactivity on the podcast, just been real busy, but we're getting back to groove!I love ya'll man, GNV always :)
consider all your trials to be joy. | Episode 50
EPISODE 50 RAHHHHH ‼️reading the Book of James all over again, here's a little recap of what hit me during the first chapter :)I love ya'll man, GNV always ❤️
younger you is so proud of you. | Episode 49
no matter what circumstance you're in, younger you would be so proud. you're living in a prayer that younger you used to pray about, could be small or big, still living in an answered prayer. getting back on my groove, just a little pitstop for me <3i love you all, GNV always :)
don't make it perfect, just let it be honest. | Episode 48
just be your true honest self, and keep working :)shoutout to Elevation Worship ❤️i love ya'll man, GNV always!
my true definition of success. | Episode 47
do everything for the glory of God, and you'll see how much of an impact that will change towards your ambition. it's all a part of God's plan anyways. I love ya'll, GNV always :)
everybody is going through something. | Episode 46
you've been through stuff before, so why make fun of another person who's going through it right now?be a helping hand. i love ya'll, GNV always :)
to those who feel behind. | Episode 45
you are right where you need to be. stop comparing yourself. God has a plan for you, you are not behind, just keep pushing and believing :)i love you all, GNV always <3
to those scared of failing. | Episode 44
failing is beautiful. there's something in a failure that nothing else can teach. so embrace it & learn from it. it's a gift from God :)i love ya'll, GNV always <3
one of my life changing experiences | Episode 43
believe. just believe. one of my craziest experiences. i love ya'll, GNV always :)
it only has to make sense to you. | Episode 42
you don't need to have everyone's support for you to start your dreams.if it makes sense to you, if you know what to do, then do it. i promise you, the support will just follow <3I love ya'll, GNV always :)
"how can i be different?" | Episode 41
being cringe nowadays is being yourself. so be real. be you. i love ya'll man, GNV always :)
this saved my life. | Episode 40
maybe your hobby is your calling. idk where i'd be without content or my camera man, real talk.i love ya'll man, GNV always :)
a dream isn't supposed to sound realistic. | Episode 39
level up your expectations. you're holding yourself too low than what you can actually achieve. i love ya'll & GNV always :)
a hard truth you need to hear. | Episode 38
nobody cares until you achieve it. do it for you & God. people will hate regardless.love ya'll & GNV always :)
it's lonely when going for your dreams. | Episode 37
it's a lonely journey. nobody will understand it. God understands you, and He will always be there for you, therefore, you're never really alone. i love ya'll & GNV always :)
"being ready" is a decision, not a feeling. | Episode 36
you'll never be ready.it's all about making that ONE decision, that'll change your life. i love ya'll & GNV always :)
to those who aren't seeing any progress. | Episode 35
are you really pursuing your dream? or just some false desire?delayed gratification is better than temporary pleasure. i love ya'll, GNV always :)av
take the risk. | Episode 34
you only get one life. make it count. GO FOR YOUR DREAMS !!!i love ya'll, GNV always :)
late night thoughts | Episode 33
is it worth it?yes. yes it is :)little quick one today, gon drop longer episodes soon, just need to get my head straight again :)i love ya'll man, GNV always!!!!
why do people make fun of those who try? | Episode 32
just gotta accept it and let them be.it's usually just a self-cope thing. just love them back :)i love ya'll, GNV always !!
if you're stressing about your future, this is for you. | Episode 31
everything is going to be okay. be grateful for where you are, and live in the present moment. make today the best it can be, and everything else will follow :) i love ya'll, GNV always <3
to those struggling with comparison. | Episode 30
comparison never leaves, you just learn how to control & deal with it. if you wanna be different, then be you. i love ya'll, GNV always :)
everything is cringe. | Episode 29
if everything is cringe, then might as well just like what you like. be yourself. always. i love ya'll, and GNV always :)
be optimistic, not realistic. | Episode 28
stop holding yourself back by saying "it's reality."nothing truly sounds real when u try and go for your dreams, so go and be optimistic and make your dreams happen!!!i love y'all, GNV always :)
how to achieve your dreams. | Episode 27
how delusional will you be to achieve your dreams. no one will believe in you other than you, so be delusional and make it happen.everything starts from you :)i love ya'll, GNV always :)
to those holding that pain. | Episode 26
there's no growth in holding it in.embrace it, forgive yourself, forgive those you hurt, and be a better version of what you were before. i love ya'll, GNV always :)
screw creating, start documenting. | Episode 25
this is your digital journal. it's for you to look back to in the future. so document what you want. document > creatingi love ya'll, and GNV always :)
honestly ask yourself this question. | Episode 24
make this one life worth living. it's no longer a dream as soon as you put action towards it. it becomes a journey. it becomes reality. i love ya'll man, GNV always :)
outgrowing friends. | Episode 23
a canon event. i love ya'll, GNV always :)
to those who are tired. | Episode 22
it's okay to be tired. just don't let it turn into a bad habit. i love ya'll & GNV always :)
let them. | Episode 21
you can't control everyone, but you can control yourself :)just let them be. do your part, and let God do His. i love ya'll, GNV always!
nothing is easy when following God. | Episode 20
the journey is never easy, but that's the beauty of it. everything is worth it, just keep pushing :) i love ya'll, GNV always :)
stop trying to fit in. | Episode 19
why do you wanna be like everyone else?be you. i love ya'll, GNV always :)
you don't need to prove them wrong. | Episode 18
nobody will support you until you show results. so don't pay mind to other people, but only focus on you. do things for you and in the name of Jesus :)i love ya'll, GNV always.
keep pushing. please. | Episode 17
2025 was hard. 2026 is gonna be harder. keep pushing. make things happen. make yourself proud. i love ya'll. GNV always.
our timing is never perfect, but His is. | Episode 16
always trust in His timing even when things seem uncertain. our plans and timing are never right. His always & only. I love ya'll, GNV always :)
to those who feel tired. | Episode 15
keep going man. it genuinely does get better.you're never alone, im here with ya'll.i love ya'll, GNV always :)
for those who feel like quitting. | Episode 14
don't quit. keep trying. the moment you quit, is the moment you fail. always remember that. i love ya'll. GNV always <3
it's okay to fail sometimes | Episode 13
probably one of the most valuable things we can experience in life. failures.make your though, when you DO fail, or make mistakes, learn from them. i love you all, GNV always :)
we have to stop worrying | Episode 12
special guest, James Capanas, talks about the art of not worrying, and giving it all to our Lord Jesus. worrying, is having no trust in God. trust Him, He's got you :)i love you guys, GNV always <3
comparison is the thief of joy | Episode 11
everybody has their own lane, therefore, be patient. focus on yourself only, stop comparing their Chapter 20 to your Chapter 1. focus on you, God, and your dream, and you will flourish. i love ya'll, GNV always :)
who are you to judge? | Episode 10
you have no right to judge, because you make mistakes as well.always get back up and try again. never give up.i love you all, and GNV always :)
prove them wrong | Episode 9
don't let the noise get to your head. use it as fuel & inspiration.you can be anything you want. just put in the work, and you'll get there. you got this always, i love all of you, GNV always :)
you need to lose before you can win | Episode 8
growth always starts at the bottom.you need to accept the losses before the wins challenge yourself and don't give up #elliewrotethisi love ya'll, GNV always :)
to those who are shy/introverted | Episode 7
you are not alone.realize it. embrace it. conquer it. you got this man, just believe. the only person that can make things happen is you!i love ya'll so much man, GNV always :)
why is being negative so easy | Episode 6
always try to do good. always try to be the light in the darkness. MAKE GOD HAPPY, MAKE YOURSELF HAPPY, MAKE THINGS REALITY RAHHHHHH GNV MOTTO LET'S GET ITTTi love ya'll man, GNV always :)
enjoy the present moment | Episode 5
one day, these moments will be moments you will look back to, and you will wish that you were appreciating it rather than taking it for granted.appreciate these present times man, time flies fast. i love y'all, GNV always :)
those are not your friends | Episode 4
it never hurts to leave. better to leave hurt, than to stay hurt. always try to be the light in the darkness :)i love ya'll always, GNV always :)
if the wait is longer, then the blessing is bigger | Episode 3
the long run is worth it. don't chase for short cuts. appreciate the journey and push through always. much love ya'll, GNV always :)
it's all cringe until it works | Episode 2
stop worrying about what other people are saying. they will keep talking until the end of time. make sure to love what you do, love yourself, and love Jesus :)YA'LL GOT THIS MAN, let me know if ya'll are loving the episodes here :)love all of you, GNV always!
Jesus? or Me? | Episode 1
FIRST EVER SPOTIFY EPISODE/PODCAST LET'S GOO!!!can't wait to see where this takes me, super excited haha, hope ya'll enjoy episode 1 ! lots more to come :)what, or who, is the most important relationship to have in this life?ya'll let me know what you think!
